Day at the farm

Today was awesome! I really enjoyed it. I found out today that I want to be an Equine Veterinarian

The Farm

So tomorrow im going out to the farm! I havent been since  February and I miss it soo much, I used to go all of the time but then my parents and vals parents got in this huge fight and we stopped hanging out and then we started again and then I had to go and get grownded :/ but im finally gonna be able to go back! I used to have this horse at the farm named palmer and when we had the fight I had to leave him behind :( that pretty much killed me

Guys...

Like I said in my about me, guys are a bit complicated..well theres a couple in my life right now that I like, and a couple that like me but I dont wanna date them. First off theres Davis, hes cute, tall, funny and basically acts just like me and he likes me and I like him but right now hes at camp so we cant hangout, another thing is that he was my first ever boyfriend but I didnt talk to him so we kinda broke up and then we became really good friends and then I started likeing him and thats were we are now, Ive had alot of boyfriends since him and I dont know, I think we could go pretty far (: then theres Daniel, hes amazingly sweet but he just graduated and im only a junior... :/ but I think that he would treat me really good but in the future ya know, hes more of the marrying type haha plus I dont really know him I only know him from lake leamon (which is a different story) and we get along great! I feel myself around him (: Chase really likes me but Hes a bad boy and I dont really know him, I went out with his brother and might still have feelings for him. not to menchin chase is really strong and he has anger problems and I dont wanna be with someone like that Donald is just obsessed with me and I have absolutley no clue why! its really annoying and I need him to stop, I try being nice to him but he takes it as im flirting with him...

Val

I have a best friend named Val, we've been best friends since kindergarten, we both have a common love of horses and we are practically sisters, we know when the other is having problems and when they need to talk to someone, we sometimes even call each other at the same time even if we haven't talked for months.  We have such a strong friendship that almost anything could happen and we would still be friends.  We have gone through alot together, I mean what do you expect we've been friends for 10 years.  Lately we haven't been able to spend time together because of some family issues (our parents don't care for one another), she actually came and spent the night last night for the first time in almost a year and I was so happy, it was just like old times, I miss how things used to be .... Ive changed so much and I know that people change but ive almost become a completley different person...since my parents got devorced and we had to move out of my dads dream house all because of my mom (thats a different issue) then we moved in with my nana and papa and now were living with my dad and my step mom sheila, my mood changes all of the time and sometimes its amazing, sometimes its just like im here on earth, and sometimes im as depressed as it gets, I honestly want things to get back to the way that they were before my mom did what she did...but at the same time I dont, ive changed in some good ways also, I miss how my life was but im happy about how it is now alot more than it was, even though I would change somethings if I could, but "thank god for all iv'e missed cuz its led me here to this" or what is to come, I'm excited to see what the good lord has in mind for me in the future and if its as crazy as it was been for the past (almost) 16 years of my life. In a way I hope it is but yet I don't ya know