Val

I have a best friend named Val, we've been best friends since kindergarten, we both have a common love of horses and we are practically sisters, we know when the other is having problems and when they need to talk to someone, we sometimes even call each other at the same time even if we haven't talked for months.  We have such a strong friendship that almost anything could happen and we would still be friends.  We have gone through alot together, I mean what do you expect we've been friends for 10 years.  Lately we haven't been able to spend time together because of some family issues (our parents don't care for one another), she actually came and spent the night last night for the first time in almost a year and I was so happy, it was just like old times, I miss how things used to be .... Ive changed so much and I know that people change but ive almost become a completley different person...since my parents got devorced and we had to move out of my dads dream house all because of my mom (thats a different issue) then we moved in with my nana and papa and now were living with my dad and my step mom sheila, my mood changes all of the time and sometimes its amazing, sometimes its just like im here on earth, and sometimes im as depressed as it gets, I honestly want things to get back to the way that they were before my mom did what she did...but at the same time I dont, ive changed in some good ways also, I miss how my life was but im happy about how it is now alot more than it was, even though I would change somethings if I could, but "thank god for all iv'e missed cuz its led me here to this" or what is to come, I'm excited to see what the good lord has in mind for me in the future and if its as crazy as it was been for the past (almost) 16 years of my life. In a way I hope it is but yet I don't ya know